December 2009
164 posts
i am so bummed the fuck out now :(
i wish someone would explain to me why in the world I care so much about the presence of this one person, but I do. so so so much, I wish he would come back for tonight, but looks like I will be spending new years with my phone in my hand instead of him. im so irrationally dumb. it makes me sick. i feel like i have been waiting on something all day to ruin my night, and yepppp there it goes. and...
happy new year
blue moon bulllllllllshit.
haha its not in technically a blue moon in the united states, but regardless i bet the oceans are doing some crazy shit tonight. i wish i was there to see them. :/
my horoscope just said that I am going to be “grumpy” at parties tonight. lol what? that is the dumbest thing i have ever heard, its new years!!! and i am so excited to see everyone tonight :)
rainstorms take me away from the norm, ive go to...
i wish i wasnt by myself right now so someone...
i really like milk.
i have this favorite band you see,
and they never ever fail to make me feel all kinds of happy. i think its because ive made so many memories to these songs. And i also know that everytime the people i care about hear a song by them, they think of me. I just know it, and I know that no matter what atleast he thinks about me for that split second, or that 3 and half minutes. awwwhh. nothing has ever topped a 311 show. :D
march...
i cant believe how much my hair has faded. :(
haha, someone buy me something →
Its a jeep thing
there are so many people that take driving jeep wranglers so seriously, the wave, the accesories, the lifts, the tires, the flood lights, the fog lights, the towing kits, i love it! haha ive always been afraid that i would come off as dike(ish) for being to into my wrangler. but IDGAF not many girls can handle a 5 speed manual transmisson and a one inch lift, on a 98 sahara frame. so shit, fuck...
bitch, please give me a mother fucking break.
wha???? →
i want to work for national geographic one day.
soo bad.
برامج عربية ترفيه, رياضة, أخبار وأكثر. أطلبها
I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that...
i was so stressssssssssed out earlier...
but its all good in the hood. haha. I just want to say how beautiful marijuana is. How beautiful the ability of the earth to give us such presents. a thousand years ago cannabis was making the world beautiful just as much as it is today. a thousand years ago people were happier, healthier, smarter, than today. Im proud to enlighten myself, to find beauty in our world, in my faith, in my friends. I...
in all seriousness
i never want to go back to central cabarrus high school. i hate it, i hate this town, i hate the majority of the people here. i dont even know what to think about anything anymore, but what i do know is that i wish you would disappear, i still want to live my life how i intended and i wish you were gone. it would make me being happy so much easier, but why the fuck would things ever decide to be...
damn, SAT scores :/
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ive been thinking about it all day today. how much society sucks, but how much beauty is in it all the same.
drugs and healthy amounts of prostitution, thats...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kIZeVoRBuU
i just
had a flashback, to this random moment when i was seeing the offspring live when this really cute bleach blonde boy just grabbed me and started dancing to self esteem with me. I remember the smell of black n milds and the fresh beer in his hand. “you want this?”, hands me beer, “thanks! :)” i say. I remember all my friends had left me to meet up with someone to bring to the...
im thinking
about becoming a vegetarian again. or something of the sort. for 2010 i want to change a lot.
and now
i hope you have a great life, because im creating my own, one where you are just a memory.
"A woman brought you into this world, so you have...
uncletrailblazer:
heylauren:
samicakes:rochellegordon:rhyderferguson:ohaymyra:ayyykaaaytee
dear her,
my heart and best wishes go out to you. to be honest when all of this first started happening i felt this huge rush of anger and jealousy. it really hurt me to see that someone could become happy with someone literally a few milew from me, but not me. believe me girl, i was you. everything ive seen you post and the words you have articulated are the exact same ones i used, the same words i hung...
i dont think i like this life i am living. from now on it is going to be different. fuck you. it was nice while it lasted. im changing this allllllllll around, and im gone. the end.
i miss intelligent conversations that dont end in...
really.
i cant even explain
how much this feels. how much i can feel it. its much.
i got luggage.
but its not only that it itself is amazing, but the fact that im going to be taking it with me everywhere i go. to my many travels, thank you parents, for giving me your blessing to flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :)
thank you jesus,
for being born, for living, for dying for me. thank you mom and dad for living for me, working for me, providing for me. thank you best friends, for loving me, laughing for me, growing up with me, thank you everyone for helping me, even if you dont know me and i follow you, you are beautiful. now go celebrate christmas with the ones that you love. and be happy, because is a good day!!!
